Take rs seriously. Only the precious one will experience my bad temper rather than my close friends. Still confused with my future. Need a guidance in my life

audrey

29months but just didn't feel right. Thought we were smooth sailing but i noe all these won't last long. 100% things will go wrong somewhere, somehow, somewhat.

I'll see our 'good' show together. No need say how i feeling now cos there's no meaning nor is there any point. Just this-FML. For everything.
Bless me luck. hope world end will be as stated. 21st dec 2012...... back to top?

Sentosa today was exhausting! And worst thing it came with the woman most troublesome day of the month. Lucky it was with baby and at least there's someone to be beside and feel extra safe with. :)
Was volleyball then captain ball with colleagues. And before we had the skyride n luge, we played frisbee. I suck at it. I think I am an idiot when come to sports. Anything also dunno. Spent pretty much today. Heart pain. But still, think its pretty worth it cos it's the day with donkey too. Maybe slightly over $100 just for the games dinner movie parking ice cream n etc.
5 more days to my bday but I not looking forward to it. Feel unwanted cos there's nowhere in mind i want to go nor donkey wanna bring me. He also not sure can he takes that day off. Never had i felt so pathetic on my bday. But bday is always not a thing for me to look forward to becos i hate disappointments. I guess i having tons of 'bad' hormones in me trying to make me feel depressed and unwanted.

Work is getting so bored and so monotonous. Wanted to give a change of it but still haven get my butt set to look for a more challenging one. Wanted pharmacy again but its not 5days week. Donkey sacrifice his role of a pharmacist to have a 5 days work week and now, its doesn't make any sense for me to find a 5.5 days work. Haiz. Headache arh headache ahhhhh...
Life isn't smooth sailing. Doesn't always goes the way we want it. But with someone to lean on and to give you support, are what have led me to come this far. Thanks baby. back to top?

Been 4 days since I came back from korea. Best trip so far as compared to hk and taiwan. Maybe it's becos with a tour guide. Lots of advantages when you join a tour group for instance, no need plan itinerary, no need walk long distance, won't get lost, cover meals, cover all the main attraction and explaination of cultures by the tour guide. But the bad thing is we dun get to shop as long as we want. So I ended up only buying 4 tops :( and also blame it on the cosmestic as i spent almost S$200 for it and when come to shopping in ladies street and dongdaemoon, we got not much cash left. Cant even taste much of road side food. Argh.. That's the biggest regret ever D:

Beside that, I love that place. Everywhere along the road you can see beautiful wild flowers that bloom brightly unlike spore with just plain green trees or bush. Weather was cold. first night was at ski resort and its was 6 degree celcius. And the stupid me just brought a jacket and a slipper and I was freezing cold whenever we step out of the resort. Everyone was like asking me why i didnt bring cover shoes. Argh so freaking embarassing. More photos in my facebook but yet to upload all.. Yet to show people the traditional korea style room.

I recommend korea in october as you can see partial red and yellow leaves all over seoul and jeju and the weather is cooling as you may describe its as you are walking in a air-conditioned room with blazing sun (which you wont sweat at all!)

Trip ended off nicely with the donkey waking me up on the 20/10/2010 at 2.10am (spore time) and tell me he got something to give me. It's the 'magical' ring. Many people say he's not romantic in the way of asking cos he shld be asking me at 20:10 where we were in the plane through the PA system. But I prefer nice and simple as all along, watching too much tv drama, it make me feel abit worried that I would get all those attention-seeking-everyone-stare-at-you-and-clap-and-cheer-when-you-say-yes kind of proposal. Phew its over. Still yet to plan ROM or whether or not want a wedding banquet. Flat wise, it will be some house near my house. Best is the same block as I can run up or down to my parents and brother to seek for comfort if he bully me.. Haha.. back to top?

Been 4 days since I came back from korea. Best trip so far as compared to hk and taiwan. Maybe it's becos with a tour guide. Lots of advantages when you join a tour group for instance, no need plan itinerary, no need walk long distance, won't get lost, cover meals, cover all the main attraction and explaination of cultures by the tour guide. But the bad thing is we dun get to shop as long as we want. So I ended up only buying 4 tops :( and also blame it on the cosmestic as i spent almost S$200 for it and when come to shopping in ladies street and dongdaemoon, we got not much cash left. Cant even taste much of road side food. Argh.. That's the biggest regret ever D:

Beside that, I love that place. Everywhere along the road you can see beautiful wild flowers that bloom brightly unlike spore with just plain green trees or bush. Weather was cold. first night was at ski resort and its was 6 degree celcius. And the stupid me just brought a jacket and a slipper and I was freezing cold whenever we step out of the resort. Everyone was like asking me why i didnt bring cover shoes. Argh so freaking embarassing. More photos in my facebook but yet to upload all.. Yet to show people the traditional korea style room.

I recommend korea in october as you can see partial red and yellow leaves all over seoul and jeju and the weather is cooling as you may describe its as you are walking in a air-conditioned room with blazing sun (which you wont sweat at all!)

Trip ended off nicely with the donkey waking me up on the 20/10/2010 at 2.10am (spore time) and tell me he got something to give me. It's the 'magical' ring. Many people say he's not romantic in the way of asking cos he shld be asking me at 20:10 where we were in the plane through the PA system. But I prefer nice and simple as all along, watching too much tv drama, it make me feel abit worried that I would get all those attention-seeking-everyone-stare-at-you-and-clap-and-cheer-when-you-say-yes kind of proposal. Phew its over. Still yet to plan ROM or whether or not want a wedding banquet. Flat wise, it will be some house near my house. Best is the same block as I can run up or down to my parents and brother to seek for comfort if he bully me.. Haha.. back to top?

Finally I am ready to blog. Been a long 5 days at HK and my legs never fail to ache everyday. First 3 days we were at HK island and the other 3 days we were at mongkok. Everyone was like saying hkee very rude and impatient but i feel that people in HK island aren't as rude as kowloon people. But overall they are nice and helpful people just that i dun know why they love to frown when you ask them something but then when they answer you they seems friendly. People in hk tot i was a hkee. Kept talking to me in canto and come across 2 person asking me for direction. I was like a lost child in every shop cos i can't understand what they trying to say. I even had no clue for the price of an object. I'm lousy. There's a difference in the things sold in hkisland and kowloon and the price btw this 2 is like 4x more than the other. So for the first 3 days i didnt buy anything much at hkisland but when it come to mongkok, i whack everything especially at arygle centre and those mini shop beside ladies market. Food suck in hk compared to taiwan. But hk is so much cleaner and traffic is good as compared to taiwan.
Though i'm glad that i'm back in spore, but still, if i were given a chance back there i would have no hesitation.

The following wednesday will be my korea trip w domo. Omg i cant wait for that day. 10 more days and after the trip i'll live with no regret :)

P.s: if you were with me in hk, then the trip would be a perfect one :) back to top?

It's Sept 12 today! The day brought many memories. Don't know is it really good or bad cos it's the day that i had my first date with him 2 years back. The day where i was touched with all the surprises-flyers and prives at keppel bay. But with this indelible memories of that faithful day, sometime when we quarrel and things get nasty, i'll get pretty emotional when i thought of all the wonderful moment 2 years back when i was everything in his eyes. I believe this is a universal thing human experience but somehow i wish i can be excluded.
Last year sept 12 he plan a outing to commemorate our 1 year dating and it fail due to me. He was disappointed and afraid of giving me surprises anymore or afraid of planning an outing. So this year, there's nothing to look forward to but jus to spend time with each other watching dvd i guess.

Alright talk about yesterday. Went to west mall for the first time and met justin's friends. Such a small world cos all of us seldom went to the west. I kept on thinking it's freaking far to have to travel from kallang to bukit batok even though my bus ride was only 25 mins. Haha! but there's nothing much at west mall. Really. In the end went with his friends going round the mooncake booth and take durian samples. And decided to buy the Four Season although i still prefer Home's Favourite.

Head down to Fajar for the baby's 1st month. The baby so cute lah! Can't wait to see how my baby will look like in years to come :) anyway the party was pack with people from work and was somehow uneasy because other than my group, it's all SO and there's really nothing much to talk with them. We had a chit chat session with boss and gained some very good 'information' from him. So it's not that bad after all. Domo said can see he is very knowledgable. Sorry domo i didnt really intro you to the SO :( the crowd wasn't the best time to intro. I'll do it when the time is right :)

Reached home pretty early as we had nowhere to go. And I stay up till 11pm to watch cna 911 phone call from the tower. One word to describe it all- heartbreaking. back to top?

It's Sept 12 today! The day brought many memories. Don't know is it really good or bad cos it's the day that i had my first date with him 2 years back. The day where i was touched with all the surprises-flyers and prives at keppel bay. But with this indelible memories of that faithful day, sometime when we quarrel and things get nasty, i'll get pretty emotional when i thought of all the wonderful moment 2 years back when i was everything in his eyes. I believe this is a universal thing human experience but somehow i wish i can be excluded.
Last year sept 12 he plan a outing to commemorate our 1 year dating and it fail due to me. He was disappointed and afraid of giving me surprises anymore or afraid of planning an outing. So this year, there's nothing to look forward to but jus to spend time with each other watching dvd i guess.

Alright talk about yesterday. Went to west mall for the first time and met justin's friends. Such a small world cos all of us seldom went to the west. I kept on thinking it's freaking far to have to travel from kallang to bukit batok even though my bus ride was only 25 mins. Haha! but there's nothing much at west mall. Really. In the end went with his friends going round the mooncake booth and take durian samples. And decided to buy the Four Season although i still prefer Home's Favourite.

Head down to Fajar for the baby's 1st month. The baby so cute lah! Can't wait to see how my baby will look like in years to come :) anyway the party was pack with people from work and was somehow uneasy because other than my group, it's all SO and there's really nothing much to talk with them. We had a chit chat session with boss and gained some very good 'information' from him. So it's not that bad after all. Domo said can see his very knowledgable. Sorry domo i didnt really intro you to the SO :( the crowd wasn't the best time to intro. I'll do it when the time is right :)

Reached home pretty early as we had nowhere to go. And I stay up till 11pm to watch cna 911 phone call from the tower. One word to describe it all- heartbreaking. back to top?